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itreasureevery moments we have together. perfectly
sowwie for losing my temper at u. i lorve
u for eternity. never lettin u go .i'll
nrv let u be rep lace cus i will always lorve youu
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Thursday, November 18, 2004

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<`bl0ggiN at-
 8:21 AM




itz our lif e together.. if dere's no
forever , dere's eternity. i lorve uu..



friends come nn go easi ly but
they oft en leave their precious
foot pri nt behind ..

i lorvee him soo muchh ..
i once lorvee a guy soo muchh..
soo muchh that i dun even realise..
i don't know whether if i still lorvee him now..
coz he's nort mine anymore..
he has belonged to another gurl..
it hurts..
but what can i do..?
he's far much happier when he's with her..
at least she cares about him sumtimes..
nort like me,
always ps or hack care him..
1 year has passed..
but why can't i put it down..?
it alwayz hurts me when i see him hurt ..
dun ya realize ?
i've never lorveed a guy as much as him..
but he don't know..
he's in his happy world now..
hais..
from the originally purely like/infatuation
to the real lorve
wherby i can give him up..if he can be happy..
and it breaks my heart..
its me who choose this path..
to break up..
but..
he didn't asked me back..
he didn't reason with me..
he didn't explain to me the misunderstandings..
why..?
if he had asked me back..
i would have been back..
i don't wanna face the reality..
seeing both of you..
so sweetly together..
maybe..
i still lurve him..
but everything is too late now..
i don't cherish him..
who can rest assure i will cherish him well
in the future even if he turns back to me..?
i only know that i can just forget the memories i had with him
the innocent memories..
the happy ones..
trying to forget badly..
but why isit that when i wanted to get him out of my mind
he came along again..?
other guys wanted me to accept them
but i still can't.
sorry..
even if i accept you,
i wouldn't be really happy either..
it will only be hurting you more..
i can't do that.
i've already hurt so many guys in the past.
i can't commit any more hurtings anymore..
i regretted.
really regretted.
perhaps if there would be another chance to go back to the past
i would choose nort to be with you.
i rather be your best friend, a good friend and a companion
who stays by you
helping you solve your problems.
in that case i can still be close to you
but now..
we aren't like what we are 1 year back.
that kind of close friends.
nort anymore.
i regretted.
maybe i shouldn't be with you in the first place.
in that way,
i wouldn't be soo heartbroken now..
i caused all these myself.
i've to collect the broken pieces myself.
hais..
i've been crying in silent tears all these while.
at night before i went to bed
will think of the past..
let me off..
i gort to give up..
coz you are nort mine now..
maybe you are really happy now..


"be contented with what u r having rite now.. one should not be too greedy..
as wat the chinese sayings stated.. "dun wear such a big hat on
a small head"...
dun ask for more.. always thinking that someone will still accept u is not a good thing..
forgoing something more precious then come to regret it in the end is called "stupidity"
dun ever take things for granted.. u may not encounter such things everytime.. zuo ren yao
zhi zhu.. bu neng tai tan xin.. be true to others.. tink for others before u make any decisions..
saying sorry sometimes dun mean anything.. what's the point in saying sorry after the hurt is
being done.. if sorry is so useful, in this world there will not be anymore law enforcers around..
lawyers will oso lose their job ..
frenz r for u to use in onli GOOD way.. n not bad one.. dun tk their cr n concern over u for
granted.. friendship n kinship r something that cant be bought by money.. no matter how
much money u haf.. without friends n family.. u r a loser.. treat everyone beside u truly n
u will be treated truly too.. be sincere.. be yourself.. do not wear a mask in front of others.."
hope that after reading all these.. everyone will start to tink of how u haf treated those
around u who have been caring n loving u all these while.. "haf u been treating them badly",
"haf u been taking them for granted?", ect... such qns should pop up in ur mind.. start thinking..
to da rest .. oh well .. see u peeps around .. n i wanna
let u all noe dat i really miss u peeps

i lorve all of u !!